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Limited CD-R edition originally released on ANNIHILVS in 2001, reissued in 2002 by Cranial Fracture Recordings (Australia) with two bonus tracks.

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released October 1, 2001

All tracks conceived, constructed and recorded by Leech at Leechnest Breeding Facilities.
Track 9 by Egosplint (Jay Eychaner)

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ANNIHILVS POWER ELECTRONIX New York

ANNIHILVS POWER ELECTRONIX is an underground record label founded in the Summer of 1997, originally as a means to distribute the works of NAVICON TORTURE TECHNOLOGIES (1997-2009) and associated projects.
Specialising in industrial, power electronics, darkambient, drone, experimental and doom, the label has since expanded to include several other artists from around the globe.
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Track Name: MY ANGEL WITH HOOKS IN HER EYES
DESTINED TO BRING UPON MYSELF ENDLESS
WISDOM THROUGH AN ACCUMULATION OF ANGUISH
HERE IS AN ENTRANCE
HERE IS AN EXIT
DESTINED TO TELL LIES TO MYSELF
I CREATE AN ILLUSORY SPHERE FOR THE WAY YOU SMELL
THE WAY YOU FEEL NEXT TO ME
THERE IS A DEAD HORIZON
OBJECTIVES NOT SOUGHT OUT BECOME REGRETS
FEAR OF REPERCUSSIONS
TERMINATION OF WISDOM
THROUGH AN ACCUMULATION OF HALLUCINATORY EXPERIENCES
I FALL FROM GRACE
AND THERE YOU ARE TO TAKE ME BY THE HAND
AND GIVE ME REASSURING WORDS
BUT I KNOW YOU ARE NOT REAL
NOTHING MORE THAN THE CONSTRUCT OF MY DESIRE FOR YOU
BORN OF A PSYCHO-EMOTIONAL ARTIFICIALITY
HOW DARE I EVEN THINK ABOUT
INTRUDING UPON THE PURITY
OF THAT LANDSCAPE?
Track Name: WHEN YOU WALK PAST ME
MY VOICE LEAVES ME MY MIND COLLAPSES
MY EYES BECOME FIRE MY SOUL BURNS
MY FLESH COMES ALIVE MY BODY FREEZES
I HAVE BEEN TOLD I AM WRONG
AND I HAVE MY OWN DOUBTS
FEAR IS A FLOWER IN MY HAND
THIS IMPOSSIBLE CONFIGURATION
I KNOW I AM ABSURD
HOW PATHETIC IT MUST SEEM TO YOU
MY DESIRES ARE IMPURE
MY MOTIVES ARE DUBIOUS
BUT THIS IS AN ABSURD WORLD
AND REASON IS NEVER REALITY
CALL IT BY THE WORDS YOU KNOW
LUST SEEMS INACCURATE
AND LOVE IS A DEAD LANGUAGE
LAW IS NEVER ON MY SIDE
AND TIME MY WORST ENEMY
YET I YEARN TO SHOW YOU
THESE WORDS
MY THOUGHTS
I CONVINCE MYSELF
OF REASONS WHY I SHOULD OR SHOULD NOT
...AND EITHER WAY, IN THE END, I WILL BE WRONG...
Track Name: SPIRITVS CAPAX
EXPLORE THE DEPTHS OF MY SELF
TEST THESE WATERS
TASTE THE WIND
TRAVERSE THIS GAPING WOUND
Track Name: TODAY IS THE DAY
AN OVERSIMPLIFICATION OF MY EMOTIONAL STATE CAUSES ME TO CONSIDER WHETHER I SHOULD
ALLOW MYSELF TO BECOME CONTENT WITHIN THE CONFINES OF PRESENT REALITY OR EMBRACE
THE CONFUSION AND CHAOS WHICH WAIT JUST BEYOND THE THRESHOLD OF MY FUTURE...
I HAVE BEEN TOLD MANY THINGS.
AMONG THEM, THE WORDS 'MANIFEST YOUR DESTINY' HAVE BEEN THROWN MY WAY.
DO I DARE TAKE CONTROL IN A HARSH ENVIRONMENT?
WHAT WOULD BE THE CONSEQUENCES OF MY ACTIONS?
HOW WILL MY LIFE CHANGE, AND WOULD SUCH CHANGE BE FOR THE BETTER?
QUESTIONS. NOTHING BUT QUESTIONS, LIKE A PLAGUE OF FLIES, A FLOCK OF HARPIES
DIVING AT ME IN DEFIANCE OF ANY NEW STRENGTHS I MAY FIND WITHIN MYSELF.
THE PATH MUST BE CLEARED OF OBSTACLES.
I MUST STAND TALL AGAINST THE WINDS.
THE DAWN RISES AGAIN
I AM BATTERED BACK DOWN
TO THIS WEAKLING I AM
AND ALWAYS WILL BE
DAMNED BY MY OWN FEARS
Track Name: A NEED TO BE DESIRED
TRY AS I MIGHT TO HOLD THE LEASH ON THESE EXPECTATIONS, I RETURN TO THIS SILENT PLACE.
NOTHING CAN SAVE ME, I AM IMPRISONED WITHIN MYSELF.
SHE BECOMES AN ICON OF UNREACHABLE STATES; A NIRVANA, A VALHALLA,
A PLACE WHERE I KNOW NOTHING BUT ENDLESS JOY.
THE TRUTH IS IGNORED, AND WHEN I AM REMINDED OF MUNDANE REALITIES BEYOND
THE SCOPE OF MY CLOUDED MIND, I FALL INTO A YAWNING DARKNESS.
THE POOL OF BLOOD WHERE MY DREAMS DROWN.
IT IS IN THIS PLACE WHERE I NOW REST, AT THE FLOOR OF AN OCEAN OF PAIN.
THE DISTANCE BETWEEN MY FINGERTIPS AND THE SOFT WHITE SKIN OF SALVATION INCREASES
INSTANTANEOUSLY AND EXPONENTIALLY.
I REMEMBER WHO I REALLY AM, AND MORE HURTFULLY, WHAT I AM NOT.
I BECOME GARBAGE ONCE AGAIN.
FEEDING ON SELF-LOATHING, DISGUST, AND A DESIRE TO CEASE TO EXIST.
I HAVE NOBODY TO BLAME BUT MYSELF.
Track Name: SCUMBAG PASSION
POWER
ROMANCE
CONTROL
SELF
CONTROL
NO
SELF
CONTROL